A much needed breather

I've been working 9-11 hour days in the past few weeks. This doesn't really count the amount of additional time I spend at home so maybe the count should be more like 10-15 hours. I'm finally taking off tomorrow and Wednesday for some much needed rest. My throat has been scratchy for the past few days so I've been trying to fight that off, too.

I had a little yoga session this morning. I've forgotten how good a little meditation and movement feels first thing in the morning. For some reason, I've been waking up around 7am/7:30am for the past few weeks. Maybe my body is finally trying to regulate itself.

My day and evening were going relatively well until a little situation irked me around dinner. A few of us were gathering at our friends' place and I couldn't find parking on the main street. I had to park in the back of their alley and pass through a portion of the street that was semi-blocked by four car-loads of guys. They had their cars on and were parked on the street talking to each other like no one else was going to drive on the damn street. I'm not really one to ask to be walked somewhere, so you'd think one of the few times I'd ask, the one person who I thought would not question me or put up a fuss did. I was so hurt. And then the stupid prick attempts to playfully make peace by playfully...hell no...bastard! No apology as of yet, at least not a sincere one.

Tomorrow is a new day. I'll do some light work first thing in the morning and wait for Gellie and Bernie to get their asses over here. I don't understand why they haven't figured out that the 405 is the worst freeway to take in this area. Ah well...some people gotta get smacked on the ass a few times before they really get it.

Sad joePod

OMG! Tragedy struck today...my joePod went sad.

I made myself not overreact and calmy went to apple.com to see what they had listed under support. You know it's not a good thing when there's a direct link with the same icon on their homepage for iPod support. After going through all the steps I still couldn't fix it. The primary scare was that I don't have all my songs saved in iTunes so in cases like this, there is major reason to panic.

Then my lovely friend, Hiyas recommends I look through the forums since they are most often times more help than the "geniuses" at the Genius Bar. After reading over the forums, I found one discussion that related to my case. The last resort was to throw it against something and shake it up a bit. I didn't go through exactly the same extent but after I tried resetting it again after I shook it a little, it went into data mode and the light turned on! WOOHOO! Tragedy averted!

I'm currently uploading everything I have in joePod back into my iTunes playlist...never again! Thank you Jesus! I'm still taking it into the Genius Bar to make sure I've updated joePod's software correctly.

Mercury, you suck big knockers right now!

why am i fighting against myself? wtf! another blunder that's costing me a ton! i need some clarity and it needs to fuckin stick!

fun project of the day

just got approved for a grant to create a multi-media program at SIPA. that means all apple products including adobe photoshop, illustrator, indesign and possibly final cut pro and more ram! woohoo! i'm spending someone else's money to buy stuff i luv luv luv! the only downer is that i might end up taking on some of the tech support and training until we get a professional in here.

thank you, oh heavens above for all the days and new challenges you give me. but damnit...mercury in retrogade sucks ass! first strike today kinda hurts!

I HATE THE CITY'S BUILDING AND SAFETY DEPARTMENT!!! I had to call them to get information on a variance that I need to get in order to build a higher fence at our office. They put me on hold for freakin' 18.57 minutes!!! I have it recorded on my damn cell phone. When the stupid code engineer finally answered, he spent TWO FREAKIN' MINUTES talking with me to answer my damn question!!! FIND A BETTER WAY TO ANSWER FREAKIN' QUESTIONS! GET ON EMAIL, BASTARDS! mfs!

had an annual physical today...kind of like getting your car checked up. weird. waiting for the test results from all the fluids they extracted from my body. THANK GAWD they found the freakin' vein in my arm the first time they stuck the needle in it! one of the times i had to get blood drawn, the damn nurse poked around under my skin trying to find it. she wasn't successful and stuck with a "baby needle" on the top of my hand which HURT MUCH MORE! baby needle my ass!

this is the first time i've been a member of kaiser. thank you, most high for the fact that i can critique my experience with my health provider! i felt like i was being put through an assembly line. after my initial doctor's appt., i went downstairs to the lab to get blood drawn. they gave everyone numbers. when mine was called, i entered a hallway that lead to where 8 people were drawing blood for patients with numbers. weird. i wonder how long the 8 people spent just drawing blood from patients each day. i think the whole visit contributed to my anxiety of being in a hospital like setting. i practically grew up in them because of my dad. i still get messed up walking around in the damn hallways and elevators that all look the same. even the signs that tell you where you're going and where you are look the same so i rarely pay attention to them. if i ever get hospitalized (knocking on wood), i'd never leave my room for fear that i would never find my way back!

Ok, so I was raving about this cd when it was being blasted during KCRW's membership drive but I'm starting to give it second thoughts. The majority of songs are classic sambas and other Brazilian standards that artists have sampled world-wide. Timeless is filled with great reworked beats but a part of me feels like Mendes' artistry and contributions take a back seat to all the American Hip Hop/R&B stars that accompany his arrangements on this album. I think I may also be partially blinded by the fact that the Black Eyed Peas, aka Will.I.Am, haven't really been on my top 10 list of Hip Hop groups since they took on their female member and the depth of their lyrics began to erode. The songs that Will.I.Am raps on sound like every up tempo Black Eyed Peas song that's on their latest album...whoopty freakin' do! Can we be a little more original? So I admit that I may be a little over critical of this album but again it sounds like the producers and other contributors were going for a more "marketable" and "commercial" sound than really focusing on the artistry of the project. You be the judge.

listening

sometimes it's ok if the person you're speaking to can't give you advice on how to handle a challenging situation. it's probably because you really do have to figure out the answer on your own.

and sometimes, it truly does help to vent out your frustrations with someone else, which really does sometimes lead to your solution.

Dinner Season

Damn...I can feel it. It's been nonstop today. I hate unproductive ass meetings where people just like to hear themselves talk. What the hell are you going to call a damn meeting for if you nothing results from it! Some people!

I feel like I have 50 million things to take care of at home plus all the crap I have to take care of at work...weekends are made to just stay home. Thank goodness this only happens for a little while.

time to get my act in gear, time to start saving more, time to start taking care of myself more (spiritually and physically)...staying positive

Hero?

In the past week after the Pacquiao/Morales boxing match, everyone has been buzzing about their beloved "Pacman." Everyone, as in, all Pilipinos including my very dear Joe.

The main reason for my non-bandwagon jumping ass is that I'm highly disturbed that the Philippines and Pilipinos around the world, have found a new persona to place their "heroic" labels on, yet again. I can see it now. When Pacquiao retires from boxing, one of his "homies" is going to talk him into running for office and there you have it...the tradition of non-qualified elected officials and the Philippines being at the bottom of the international economy continues. I'm SO looking forward to it!

Ok, maybe I'm making too many assumptions. Who's to say that he'll decline pleas of running for office? Who's to say the he won't genuinely become more politically active and informed? So maybe he will be a great leader some day but that day has yet to come!

The bottom line is that Pilipinos have a history of placing "famous" people on pedastals as if they know all, see all, hear all, comman all. In general, expectations are set for falsely idolized individuals as high as God sometimes! And when things go awry, the blame gets placed on those individuals who were elected or put in charge. Shouldn't the blame go to the people who elected the person to office? (This, in particular, applies to all the Bush mo-fus, too.) The good leaders or at least the ones with a little more ethics are the ones who decline to be in such a position of power because they personally feel that they are unqualified for the duties. The ones who have helped to keep in the Philippines in disarray as well as maintain its wonderful status of "developing country" are most likely those who are in power and will most likely stay in power for the rest of the country's natural being.

Is there hope? If so, what kind of hope may that be? Can the country be "saved"? I'd like to remain optimistic. But just like my uncle who tills the talon and struggles to send my cousins to school, one at a time, it's difficult to keep hope if you get pushed down so often.

Security Measures

As much as BofA irritates me, they saved my ass this morning. A representative from their Fraud Detection office called me this morning asking me if I had authorized a check that was WAY more than what was in my check account right now. I didn't recognize the name of the person or the company's name that was on the check! SCARY that someone would have that much info on me to be able to do that!!! Bastards!

I filed my claim with BofA and went through the steps of closing my account and getting a new one. The only drawback is that I don't get new checks until next week and I don't have auto deposit on my paycheck for this cycle. The nice BofA rep I was dealing with at the Chinatown branch was kind enough to offer me a free cashier's check if I needed it before my actual checks arrived.

Lessons learned -
1. Don't make online payments or do online banking over unsecured wireless networks...never again!
2. Make sure your firewall is functioning the entire time!
3. Keep your account info as confidential as possible, particularly to those who have absolutely no business having it.
4. NEVER NEVER carry your social security card on you! If your wallet gets stolen with the card, it makes it that much easier to apply for finance with your identity...yes speaking from experience! After that, I've made it virtually impossible for other people to apply for finance under my identity and have made it even more difficult for me to get credit...may have a been a good thing for me. :-)

Safe shopping, my lovelies!

Letting go

It's good to verbalize and write down thoughts...just to get them off your chest...somewhat. :-)

Screeeeech

I was raked across the coals today. I kind of had a feeling it was coming but everything was constructive to hear. Would've been nice to have had the expectations explained explicitly to me from the very beginning. It was kind of a blur when I transitioned from one position to another.

Does it matter that I take a little more time to process when someone is yelling at me?

searching...

for a mood but haven't quite found one that fits yet

Last one for tonight

As much as I hate The Joe and some of his tendencies, this one's for him because I can just picture how big of a smile he'll have on his face.

My current tv obsession

Thank the stars for Google Video!!! This one's for my fellow obsessed roomie! "I'm NOT SUPPOSED TO BE CRYING!!!" ahahahahah!

My all time favorite cartoon!!!

The writers of this show were geniuses! Where are they now?!

One of My Toy Stores

This is going on this week. :-( Unfortunately, I can't say I've ever gone. Some of my friends up North are going tomorrow. I'd totally let the nerd part of my personality take over and go romping around through Yerba Buena Gardens and the Moscone Center to check out all the new toys and accessories! I would've gone stir crazy at the Apple store yesterday if The Joe wasn't around.