No prospects

The one night I want to do something not as intense as going to a club, everyone either left to do just that or I called too late to find out what people were doing. Am I being just a brat? Joe stayed at home because he wasn't feeling well, most likely the last bit of crap from his wisdom teeth operation. Apparently, the doctor had trouble with one and had to split it before he could take the entire thing out of his mouth. Can you imagine?! I'm so trying to resist as much as possible not to have to take mine out.

In any case, I stayed home all night. I guess I really wasn't meant to go out tonight. Instead, I spent the past few hours catching up with one of my bestfriends, Barnett. He's holding it down in lively Bakersfield. For some reason tons of people have been moving out there for the low priced properties and whatever job prospects out there. It was so nice chatting with Michael again. He's been MIA for the past several years because of Pharmacy school and his psycho girlfriends who all thought of me as this potential threat to the well being of their relationship to Michael. It's kind of ironic since it seems they all had insecurities and nonreasonable thinking, at times, that prevented them from developing anything promising with my bro. One thought that she had to try to live up to my expectations, like I was Michael's mother or something. Lovely Michael always explained to them how he held me in high regard because I always told him the truth about anything and I'm always real about everything. Can't blame them for being intimidated. HA! :-)

I've been asked to help with another festival. I'm so tempted to say yes. There's such short time to put it together. At such a large scale as the person in charge has been speaking, I don't think it's going to work. The contact person said that the festival is set for next March. That's FOUR months! Is he crazy?! I don't even know if there's a staff! I still need to find a new job! SHIT! That's one of the things I should work on tomorrow!

For some reason, I feel like I just need to create something...anything. I'm very ready to help cook for the holidays. I've been crocheting a blanket for the past few weeks in hopes that it will be done in time for a friend's birthday. How do I get into these different moods?! It's going to be crazy if I ever get pregnant. My impulses are going to be nuts! God help whomever is going to be around me the most if I ever have a child. My imagination needs to be stimulated. I think that's one of the big reasons why I'm into watching tons of fantasy-driven movies right now - for research. I hope I get in to my new music phase sometime soon. Michael and I were talking about music and I'm going to be itching to get new ones soon. Thank goodness for Itunes!